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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

《恶男宅急电》片尾曲
再说 by 范逸臣

再说 也没有用 再多 也不会够
盼望 只是一个梦 清醒 只会更疼痛

再说 你本来就 迟早会离开我
还有 一点点时间 可以看你的脸孔

趁现在我还来不及难过的时候
你离去的背影 看着花瓣 慢慢地流走

请让我 维持我仅存的温柔 目送你离开了我
收拾自己 整理这一切的来龙去脉
答应我你离开以后 别记得曾经有过
一丝丝可能 曾在我们之间发生过 那个结果

再说 你本来就 迟早会离开我
还有 一点点时间 可以看你的脸孔

趁现在我还来不及难过的时候
你离去的背影 我歪着头 多美的镜头

请让我 维持我仅存的温柔 目送你离开了我
收拾这个家曾经有个你存在过
答应我你离开以后 想起的那一个我
只是一开始还嘻皮笑脸很爱说冷笑话 的那一个我

答应我你离开以后 别记得曾经有过
收拾自己 整理这一切的来龙去脉
答应我你离开以后 别记得曾经有过
一丝丝可能 曾在我们之间发生过 那个结果
Monday, January 29, 2007

Seems like everyone knows abt xu weilun's death... even uncle zhang also knows abt it... anw saw some information abt the accident on AF...

1) the assistant was driving the car, XWL was the passenger
2) car lost control and hit the mid section of the highway which divides inbound and outbound traffic.
3) car spun out and finally pulled to a stop on the other side of the highway
4) XWL thought it was safe for her to get out of the car and she unbuckled her seat belt
5) this is when the truck rear ended them and this is why she had severe injury whereas the assistant still had her selt belt on and suffer minor injury.. NOTE*THIS IS A DOWN HILL HIGHWAY. (this is my assumptioni... "the trucker if loaded with stuff cannot pull to a complete stop even if it wasn't speeding. also this was 5 oclock in the morning...")
6) apparently all cars that get rear ended don't deploy front airbags. the only reason the two side airbags came out was because the assistant hit the car by the side on the mid section
7) passerby-ers tipped off the police that they saw the car going 120km/h--130km/h and pass them. but minutes later they saw the car stopped again on the right side of the road not moving. at that time the back of the car didn't show any sign of a crash. they later found out that the car sat XWL when they saw the news at home
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imagine if she did nt unbuckle her seatbelt... she might have been safe...
and some people may be right. she has gone to the heaven and become the prettiest angel in heaven.
R.I.P. always remembered.
偶像劇小公主走了 令人心碎
沒想到,就在全家人都懷抱著希望之際,許瑋倫還是難逃死神的召喚,她在最後一刻流下的眼淚,似乎是在向喜愛她的好朋友們道別,現在想來,更讓人鼻酸!「偶像劇小公主」揮別人世的最後一刻,竟然是如此讓人心碎!

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tvbs is really pro in finding this kind of coincidence...

許瑋倫在昨天1月28日傷重不治,除了18年前,歌手王默君也在同一天車禍過世的巧合外,許瑋倫生前看的雜誌,上頭「死亡筆記本」一書當中主角,死亡日期也在1月28日,網友還發現,許瑋倫生前曾在自己的書中,談論死亡,而那一頁,好巧,竟然就在128頁。
俏麗的捲髮甜美的笑容,許瑋倫2年前曾經出過一本美容書,叫做《蛋蛋日記》,裡頭原本應該都是許瑋倫的保養秘笈,但網友卻在第128頁看到許瑋倫這麼寫:
「晚上和好朋友相聚的時候,談論到死亡的問題,我都會跟我的好朋友說,如果有一天我先離開了,那你們要輪流來看我,陪我聊天唱歌給我聽,告訴我你們過的好不好,我可以變成你們的小天使保護著你們,你們總是淡淡一笑,然後我就被罵了,每次看到浪漫偶像劇女主角,在最愛的人懷裡死去,這何嘗不是幸福的一種?帶著滿滿的愛還有對方的體溫睡去,這也是一種非常自私的想法。」
最後許瑋倫還留下一個頑皮的笑聲,網友說許瑋倫1月28日往生,卻在書上第128頁留下這番話,會不會太巧了?
「死亡筆記本」是許瑋倫死亡車禍裡車上雜誌翻到的介紹,另一個巧合是「死亡筆記本」當中的主角最後也死了,而死亡日期竟然和許瑋倫同一天,也是1月28日。
Sunday, January 28, 2007

went for the Fahrenheit autograph session today but was not in the mood now to blog anything abt it...

very disturbed by a news that i just received frm kaihui when i left imm...

搶救無效 藝人許瑋倫宣告不治

媒體報道,年僅28歲的偶像藝人許瑋倫在經過2天昏迷后,於1月28日19點37分宣布不治。她所入住的澄清醫院表示,當天17點09分,許瑋倫的情況急轉直下,心跳驟然停止。院方通過心外按摩等方式進行急救,經過2個半小時,最終還是宣告不治。26日晚,許瑋倫在台中遭遇重大車禍,送院時昏迷指數只有3,情況危急,隨即立刻被送往台中澄清醫院。當時許瑋倫呈現重度昏迷狀況,有著嚴重顱內出血並發腦水腫現象和三側血胸,隨時有生命危險。28日,昏迷2天的許瑋倫,由於腦部嚴重水腫,導致血氧濃度急劇下降,最終宣告不治。據悉,許瑋倫的遺體將於當天晚上,轉送回台北。


very sad and depressed when i heard this news...really feel like crying... wawa also... both of us were stunned when we knew about this news...

why does god has to take away such a girl with great attitude towards her profession, a girl with so much talents and a girl with a great character and looks? and she is so young...damn it... i hate this...is really... argh....

i mean there are so many evil people on this earth...why arent they dead? and yet the good ones have to leave so much earlier...

xu weilun was regarded as one of my idols for female actress esp after i watched the 恶男宅急电... i can only say taiwan drama industry has lost a marvallous actress...

Life is really fragile.. Treasure it while you can. you never know what will happen tomorrow or even next seconds. So live your life to the fullest.
Saturday, January 27, 2007

stunned when i saw this article:
偶像藝人許瑋倫昨(26)晚驚傳發生重大車禍,目前昏迷指數只有3,狀況危急,隨即立刻送往台中澄清醫院,澄清醫院也在下午3點正式出面說明,院方表示,許瑋倫目前呈現重度昏迷狀況,有著嚴重顱內出血併發腦水腫現象,加上三側血胸,但因為出血部位多集中於腦部,未來兩個禮拜是危險期,如果腦水種問題沒法控制,就會有生命危險。

藝人許瑋倫昨天深夜和助理開車南下,行經中山高速公路時155公里處,車輛突然撞上高速公路護欄發生打滑,車子橫停在外側車道和路肩之間,一部由黃姓男子駕駛的貨車閃避不及,撞上許瑋倫助理駕駛的小轎車,導致小轎車的車尾嚴重凹陷變型,許瑋倫和助理也立刻被送到台中澄清醫院治療。

澄清醫院27日下午出面說明許瑋倫的狀況,院方表示,許瑋倫昨晚到院時呼吸微弱,呈現嚴重休克現象,還有因強烈撞擊引發的雙側性血胸等,院方也立刻做氣管插管呼吸治療,維持呼吸,同時進行輸液及輸血治療,而血胸部分,院方則是進行了雙側胸管引流,將血液引出,隨即送進加護病房。

院方表示,目前許瑋倫的昏迷指數只有3,瞳孔畏光沒反應,呈現重度昏迷狀況,{在最嚴重的是顱內出血併發腦部水腫,院方只能暫時先用藥物控制水腫問題。院方說,未來兩個禮拜將是危險期,因為腦部水腫問題一定要控制住,否則許瑋倫恐有生命危險。

院方說,由於受到強烈撞擊,許瑋倫臉部有因撞擊所產生的腫脹狀況,身體也有些外傷,但狀況都還好,臉部也不需要整容,另外也沒有發生內出血現象。至於當媒體問及院方有沒有打算使用救回台中市長夫人邵曉鈴一命的葉克謨,院方則是表示,葉克謨主要是對喪失心肺功能的病患,許瑋倫的心肺功能都在,所以院方並不會使用。


至於為何會輸了一萬多CC的血液,院方說,由於許瑋倫有雙側血胸情況,需不斷輸血,截至目前為止也輸了1萬多CC的血,雖然現在血胸現象有稍微好轉,但是仍持續輸血中。

澄清醫院強調,目前醫療團隊正在積極搶救中,院內包括腦神經內外科、胸腔內外科、重症醫學科等,都一同會診治療,加上許瑋倫的一位親戚為神經快科專家,院方也正在積極聯絡中,聽取這位專家的意見,而目前許瑋倫並沒有要轉院的問題。

院方表示,目前許瑋倫最嚴重的是顱內出血引發腦水腫問題,而且出血都集中在頭部位置,所以至今仍呈現重度昏迷,同時拒絕訪客,許瑋倫的媽媽也非常傷心,在醫院也哭了出來,許瑋倫媽媽也希望外界能夠給予許瑋倫最大的精神支持及鼓勵,希望她能好起來.
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after that i went to watch the tvbs news and it said that at that point of accident, she is actually reading a magazine and the page is flipped to the page with the Death Note poster...more stunned.
Friday, January 26, 2007

have been wearing slippers to skl for the past 2 days. and everyone has been asking the same question until i can memorise the ans alr... therefore i decided to wear shoes to skl today. and luckily i wore shoes to skl today coz when i was boarding the bus, one guy stepped on my poor little toe. luckily he stpped on my left toe, which is nt so serious... imagine if i wore slippers.....

and for this weekend, poor paddy will not get her 22 hrs of sleep anymore... sobz sobz... gotta go to the fahrenheit auto-session with her 'daughter' wawa and xiong....lolx. and thanks to wawa's 'motivation' and 'supervision' that i managed to finish my 4-page long econs essay yesterday.hahahax
Sunday, January 21, 2007

WOSH! YES! my laogong is finally coming to spore!!
It's been like 2 years since i last saw him...
anw the details are 10 feb, 5pm at j8.


Pray that there's nothing on 10 Feb...better dont suddenly popup some CIP events on that day.. if nt, i will bash people up! haha.

we are really like 牛郎&织女.. one yr can only meet one time..lol. Let me post some pics to 回味 abit...

These are taken during the SHOWTIME auto-session at HMV.. and it's raining super heavily...as seen on the pic: 1 Feb 2004












These are taken during the Da Ren Show auto-session at j8.. on the 26 Jan/Feb 2005.

Friday, January 19, 2007

So fast a week flew past.
22 hrs of charging do really help
have been quite energetic for the whole week
not bad not bad
lotsa stuffs happened this week
rehearsals, assembly talk, test and etc
my memory has been failing me nowadays
unless i really rmb it very hard
i will forget something very fast
so cant really rmb many things that happened this week
was watching the movie ''Mean Girls'' for GP
and i quite like this quote inside
''Calling someone stupid wont make me any smarter''
actually supposed to be 3 similar lines.. but i can only rmb this one...stm again
Cool quote anw.

i rmb i had this quite weird dream someday this week
i dreamt that i saw 2 rainbows
as in 2 rainbows side by side
then i went to take yifang's camera to take a photo of it
but i forgot why i keep having probs taking it (stm AGAIN)
then in the end the rainbows disappear....
yah... what a weird dream...

and i suddenly have this thought that friendship is really an interesting thing
you may be good friends with people whom you have known for only probably a few weeks or even a few days

but some whom you have known for 4 yrs in secondary school may not be even that close to you.
moral of the story: friendship can never equate with time
one word: weird


and my toe problem is coming back again! gosh.. shucks!

and nandwani is really damn cute and funny.. i will never forget his Hello Kitty joke no matter how poor my memory is... lol

dunno why i was in a high mood when i reach home.. probably because happened to catch xiaozhu's concert on tv.... then was singing his songs non-stop and now i lost my voice...


Sunday, January 14, 2007

oh man... i am so touched...
coz it's the first time
in my whole entire jc life
that i finished my physics tutorial
though i admit i did peep at the ans when doing it
btw i got a new nick again...
thanks to the ever-so-creative niasin
it's a lame nick
so dont ask.
Saturday, January 13, 2007

*feeling refreshed after 12 hrs of sleep
from 12plus last night to 9 this morning
then from 12nn to 3.25pm
then got woken up by serene's call
if not, can sleep more...
haha... but it's ok
the last time i have 12 hrs of sleep was i think during the hols...
how i wish everyday i will have 12 hrs of sleep...
Friday, January 12, 2007

it's raining and
i am so tired and hungry
nobody's at home...
poor paddy...
*sobz*sobz
Sunday, January 07, 2007

愛轉角
我偽裝著 不露痕跡的
想在你身邊 靜靜的陪著看著天邊
騎著單車 往前行進著
某個路口 愛在等著
你往前走 不回頭看了
記憶的笑臉 緩緩的敲著我的琴鍵
我不捨得 讓你孤單單的
我愛你的 心牽掛著
一直想跟你說 幸福不在溜走
在下一個路口 幸福哭著說
心不再拼命躲 不去害怕結果
下個路口 你會看見愛 有美麗笑容
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否不讓你流淚
愛轉角以後的街 能不能有我來陪
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否不讓你流淚
也許陌生到了解 讓我來當你的誰
我不讓愛掉眼淚 不讓你掉眼淚
現在永遠 你就是我 就是我的美
心不再拼命躲 不去害怕結果
假設有個以後 你會怎麼說
一直想跟你說 幸福不再溜走
下個路口 你會看見愛 有美麗笑容
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否有愛情的美
愛轉角以後的街 能不能有我來陪
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否不讓你流淚
也許陌生到了解 讓我來當你的誰
我不讓愛掉眼淚 不讓你掉眼淚
現在永遠 你就是我 就是我的美
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否有愛情的美
愛轉角以後的街 能不能有我來陪
愛轉角遇見了誰 是否不讓你流淚
將寂寞孤單作廢 讓我來當你的誰
我不讓愛掉眼淚 不讓你掉眼淚
現在永遠 你就是我 就是我的美
~秦朗~
哪裏的轉角可以遇到你這樣的男生?
這樣憨憨的~有才華的~可愛的~熱心的~負責的~善良的~孝順的~帥氣的蛤仔煎王子?
誰可以告訴我?
Friday, January 05, 2007

it's only the 3rd day of sch today but i feel like it's the 3rd mth or sth... my days have all been packed since day 1. LEP project,GP compres are taking up most of my time for the first 2 days. i always thought that the first few days of school should br quite slack and relaxed.. but it didnt seem to be.. Loads of homework and stuffs are all stacking up, waiting for me to be completed. It's only the 3rd day and there's alr more than 10 homework on my homework list.

Day 1 (3/1 wed):
Have CNNY till 6 plus.. reached home at 7. Thanks to yifang that all the stalkers in cnny are in a grp.lol. reached home, eat dinner then lie ard. start doing my rjc paper at 9. and at the same time discussing with niasin the filming stuffs. sleep at 12.

Day 2 (4/1 thurs):
dismissed at 3.15. then went with yifang to cnny room to do stuffs. was planning to study integration while yf wanted to capture her tape. but since the comp gt some prob, she wasnt able to capture. so i went to the LEP room to save my WR frm my email and bring to cnny room to edit. on my way meet uncle zhang and he say sth that nearly shock me of my life. he asked me whether our WR was done badly and need to re-do... anw edit the WR edit until my brain cells were all dead. only managed to put in captions and delete those additional stuffs and edit wrong words. left sch at 6. reached home at 7. eat, lie ard till 8. continue to edit. till 12, editting is done. sleep.

Day 3 (5/1 fri):
last period was PE. actually they wanted to take ht and wt.. but luckily the machine cant work. i said luckily is coz i long time no shit.lol.ran 3 rounds and as usual heart continues to beat very fast even hours after the run (which is now). i rmb the last time was that we ran at 8 in the morning and at 5pm, my heart is still beating very fast... after PE, dont feel like going home. and yenlin say she can accompany me to do homework at LEP room. but we went to the gallery and saw the 2 stalkers and gillian there. talk talk discuss abt the script and watch the mass dance. this yr's mass dance is quite nice. i mean at least the moves are quite modern... but there's a few dancesteps where they copy the zhen ming tian zi dance. lol. after that went to lep room to do integration. bloody integration was so damn complicated. do until my brains gonna explode. after that at 6, went to hall to find niasin. accompany her all the way till 9. cant be helped. paddy is too nice alr. :P watched the skits until i gonna fall asleep. then joined jiemin and jiawei in the filming of the disco nite. one stupid girl jump and jump in the disco nite and step on my new shoes. stayed till quite late and when i reached home, it's almost ten. brain cells dead, eyes closing.

stuffs to be completed during weekends:
-LEP project WR edit (sat morning) [hope i can wake up in the morning which is ard 10 or 11? hope i dun sleep until 12 or 1]
-econs 1450-essay
-tidy up the WR and print it out
-sun have to go to the stupid CC to collect some stuffs.[argh! waste of my time..]

i can foresee that 2007 will be bloody hell tiring year for paddy who needs at least 10 hrs of sleep per day. damn it!
Monday, January 01, 2007

Recap of Paddy's 2006
Events in 2006 that have left a deep impression in my mind:
1) mdc internship (this gonna tops the list! the PEOPLE, the place, the food and everything!)
2) hurting my 2 cute little fingers while playing basketball ( cant write for a wk but luckily all the tests in that week are postponed!)
3) fell while boarding the bus ( left a scar on my left leg, reminding me of not to chase after a bus ever again)
4) 2 genting trips within a yr
5) mugging sessions with baby for midyrs and with yifang and yenlin for promos ( let's mug again for prelims and alvls!)
6) 1st ever kbox session in my whole entire life(that sounds kinda pathetic :P)
7) gg back to crez to eat with kh ( hopes to gg back again this yr)
8) class conflict :(
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My 1st post of 2007...
People who know me well will have known that i have small feet and small hands... and today i have this interesting encounter that has proven this point true again...

went to this royal sporting house shop at gwc coz i wanted to buy a pair of running shoes for my pe.. coz according to my pe teacher, we are supposed to run with running shoes and also my that pair of green NIKE shoes was kind of dangerous if i have pe on wet/rainy days... anw the main point is that i wanted a pair of ADIDAS shoes so i asked the guy who is the salesman there whether if there is my size. that guy used sth to measure the size of my foot... and after he measured my foot, he said,'' Your size is 2.5. So you have to buy the kids shoes.'' ....KIDS SHOES...does he have to be so honest and direct?.... though he looks quite cute and innocent... and then he brought 4 pairs of kids size sports shoes to me....

anw i still cant believe the fact that my foot size is 2.5.... i always thought it is 3 or slightly bigger than 3....