Thursday, August 30, 2007

DATE:30 aug.
EVENT:1st ever *a*a family outing.
ATTENDANCE:6/8 (can forget abt ca.la le =P) + joohui
VENUE:bugis, ps
MOOD: others unknown but papa is esp. over-hyper.
HEALTH CONDITIONS: 14 pairs of ''broken'' legs and shoulders.
OUR LOOTS: loads of teachers' day gifts.

WE GOT A NEW PERSONALISED THEME SONG,
ONLY FOR MEMBERS OF *A*A FAMILY.
CREATED BY PAPA AND MAMA.

FOR WAWA: SHAKE IT WAWA SHAKE IT.
FOR PAPA: SHAKE IT PAPA SHAKE IT.
FOR YAYA: SHAKE IT YAYA SHAKE IT.
FOR CACA: SHAKE IT CACA SHAKE IT.
FOR MAMA: SHAKE IT MAMA SHAKE IT.
FOR HAHA: SHAKE IT HAHA SHAKE IT.
FOR ZAZA: SHAKE IT ZAZA SHAKE IT.
FOR LALA: SHAKE IT LALA SHAKE IT.

AND OUR 大合唱：
走走走走走我们小手拉小手
走走走走走一同去郊游！
(plus skipping actions..lol)
[*every member is required to practise this song at least 3 times a week.=)]

anw happened to find this song on net.
the tune of the song is not the same as the original one.
but the lyrics is quite cute.

一同去郊游:
走走走走走我们小手拉小手
走走走走走一同去郊游
走走走走走我们小手拉小手
我们是这样的朋友这样的好朋友
今天发生的事若没有告诉你
就好像功课没有做完
我们常摊在桌子前面胡说八道
昨天今天和梦想的未来
下午到百货公司去吹冷气吧
含一根棒棒糖用自己的方式走路
到小吃街排队为了吃一只红豆鲷鱼烧
我喜欢MICKY老鼠我热爱KITTY猫
保留聪明的力气面对世界的纷乱
只有你和我知道
任意像孩子般的愚蠢行为是为了储存能量
黄昏到操场去跑跑吧
去比赛卡通影片的歌曲谁记得多
带一支风筝仰望天空的辽阔
趁飞机掠过大声的把讨厌的人吼一吼
保留智慧的头脑对付爱情的困扰
只有你和我知道
任意像孩子般的单纯行为是为了对自己好
若有一天你找到爱人你就走吧我会祝福你

Monday, August 27, 2007

naughty papa getting ruder and ruder nowadays...
(is there a word called ''ruder''?)
anw..hmm....this shld nt be the way...
papa muz think b4 she talks..
=)

papa likes her SOS tee...
looks so nice on her..
hahax.

3 days of study breaks.
but most of the time is spent on consultations.
in the end
i guess the 3 days will be spent unproductively.
tmr consultation starts frm 10 -3pm..
that's sick man.
lol.

lg coming next fri.
at gwc
so near.
walk oso can walk there.
yet i cant go.
i knew it.i was mentally prepared.
that's y i chose to ignore the news despite knowing it one mth ago.
now they purposely chose a place so near my hse for the event.
so near yet so far.
两难.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

today go sch study..
plan to finish ajc maths paper and tpjc physics paper 2 de..
but in the end, only managed to finish tpjc paper2..
coz ajc maths paper abit hard..

saw wa's pc in skl...
her pc always come back to ny de..
so good...
then when we walking out of skl that time..
we were looking out for her pc on the basketball court..
but we see no one wearing ZION tee...
yuan lai.. he go change clothes le..
he is on the court..lol..
he is wearing a bb jersey but playing soccer..so ironic..lol..
and his jersey writes ''JAY''
and no. is 18.

after that go city hall to get our SOS tee..
feel abit sad coz i ordered the wrong tee..
anw i din even noe that there's names for the diff tees..
i tot all the tees are SOS tees and they are tees for the SOS concert..
i shld have ordered 2 black and 1 white..
but in the end, is 2 white and 1 black.
so i give wa the black one.
and i ended up having 2 exactly same white SOS tee.

then went to bugis coz wa want buy hp accessories...
after that we shopped ard bugis while waiting for wa's mama to call..
and we came across a shop.. i think is Gift-A-Name bah..
inside got so many adorable teachers' day gifts!!
feel like buying them all back..
and all are super cheap also..
either 2.90 or 3.90 bucks..
but i not sure whether yf they all want anot..
so i juz buy for sister and ms ng only..

after that is the climax of today...
food.dinner.rice.
coz wa's family reached le..
so i was about to walk to the mrt station..
and wa's papa saw me...
so he asked me to eat dinner with them..
actually i wasnt very hungry..
but pple shy...dun dare to reject..
so i went with them to food court to eat..
super shy and paiseh..
lol.
then wa's papa ordered 1 bowl of fried rice and 1 bowl of hk noodles...
at first i tot the 2 bowls are meant to be shared between the 5 of us..
but actually that 1 big bowl of fried rice is for me...
omg...
after eating the chicken rice for lunch juz nw..
my stomach was alr quite bloated le..
and i dun dare to not finish up the food..
so i forced myself to finish up the whole bowl of fried rice..
and first time i ate something until there's tears in my eyes..hahax.
wa oso nt any better..
she quite poor thing..
for my family.. if we cannot finish any food, we will push to papa to finish..
but for wa's family.. if they cannot finish the food, they push to wa to finish..
lol.
anw now i super full.
2 ultra big bowls of rice for lunch and dinner..
i am gonna to have a phobia for rice le..
when i finish abt half bowl of the rice..
i can sense that the food is alr at my throat there le..
and now i want vomit le..
and my stomach is too bloated le..

anw muz thx wa's papa and mama..
always so 热情.
=)

Friday, August 24, 2007

朋友就像夫妻
床头吵架床尾合
不到24小时又和好了
老师说的对
吵架没有什么不好
因为吵架可以促进感情
所以我特别爱跟wacaya吵架
哈！

今天可说是last day of formal lessons 了吧
no more econs tutorials
no more physics tutorials
no more chinese lessons
no more gp tutorials
no more maths tutorial
=(
i am gonna miss ny tutorials for the rest of my life man...

''人聚人散，人散楼空。再次，我又成为别人生命中的过客。''

''告别就是成长的第一课；放弃是坚强的第一课。''

Thursday, August 23, 2007

how i wish everyone is able to read each other's minds.
then there wouldn't be any misunderstandings.
my jokes -- nobody understands.
my words -- people misinterpret it.
not once, not twice.
but thrice.
3 people misinterpret whatever i said today.
does it mean that there's really something wrong with my expressions?
when i was joking, people took it seriously.
and ended up being accused for all the foolish things.

writing letters may not be the best way to express.
but i guess speaking it out wasnt any better either.
so is sms.
haizz...
is this distant?
or am i living in my own world?

sad 'n' tired papa.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

今天才发现原来老师对我的信心是那么大
而我却对自己那么没有信心
每次老师问我问题
我都十分怀疑自己的答案...

student volunteer..lol...
这件关于''student volunteer'' 的事件大概只有三个人懂吧
我，sam和0628 的一个学生..

南初老师真是可爱到爆...
一个会说学生''坏蛋''，叫学生''冬瓜''，经常拿书敲学生的头，老想着吃饭休息回家的老师
一个会嫌糯米鸡太油，不健康，不准学生把糯米鸡当晚餐吃。每次找她consultation，她都会心不甘情不愿的老师
一个每次都给提示，但提示真真假假，上课时老爱将他和他老婆的sweet love story...史上最帅的uncle 级老师

这些老师都与我们亦师亦友...
我们之间少了老师与学生之间的距离...

还有最近我们发现了一个好玩的游戏
让我要时时刻刻提高警觉..

哈！

Saturday, August 18, 2007

was looking at the ny yrbook 97 in lep rm..
ten yrs ago...
十年的时间，说长不长，说短不短
ten yrs ago...
i was only 8 yrs old.
pri 2.
know nuts about the world.
happy everyday.
no troubles.
i think my height that time only 120 cm bah...
ten yrs later..
18 yrs old.
see all sorts of people.
hard to stay happy everyday.
hmm...
anw back to the yrbk..
many teachers that i see now in ny actually were alr teaching in 1997...
some were even ex-students..
and some whom i thought were quite young now unexpectedly were alr in the teaching career in 97..
looks seem to be kinda deceiving..
or maybe the teachers really know how to 保养..
lol.

another saturday spent in sch...
930-6pm.
headache after spending too long time on work...
planned to slp when i reached home..
but naughty caca was slping on my bed..
so i no choice but to go use comp...
when i on the comp..
then she woke up..
sianz...
now i want slp oso cannot slp le..
coz too hungry le..

anyway..SOS tees are here le!!..
so excited..
one more week and i will be able to get my hands on it..
and by right.. my STAGE tee shld oso be here le..
but too bad the pple there want to sent out those ordered STAGE tees tgt with the 2nd batch...
and i juz realised that i can order STAGE tee from somebody else..
which is more direct and cheaper
and i believe will get it faster oso..
felt abit cheated.. but nvm=)

shall go watch epl
while waiting for my food to come home~~

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

2 more weeks and sch gonna close..
no more lessons..
no more lectures..
no more tutorials..
that's so scary sia..
mid-yr exams seemed to end not long ago..
and term3 is coming to an end soon..

had been writing chinese essays for consecutive 2 weeks
and this week's one will be the last essay assignment of my jc life..
but it is also the first essay that i enjoyed writing so much
so ironic...

how i wish every week is the national day week..
where i totally immersed myself in sleeping, shopping...

hmm...abt 90 days more and every week will be a national day week!

jiayou! =)

and past few days have been receiving lotsa gifts from pple..
thx ya.=)
i love it.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

today was the eve of national day..
and as usual there's the ndp celebrations in skl..
the parade was quite long and very formal..
and the concert was quite not bad..
yaya, for some weird reasons, was super high..
and so in the end, me and wawa also gt quite high..
i guess the best part of the concert was the teachers' performance..
ms kwok and mr seah were super cute and funny..
that's why i always like ny teachers..
they nv make you feel distant from them

after the concert was the lep farewell..
honestly speaking..
wasnt looking very forward to it at first..
but in the end.. i would say that i totally enjoyed it..
thx the j1s for their efforts put in..
the skit was funny...
qianyi's speech was nice and chim and touching...
the singing part was also great..
so 难得can sing tongtong and haowei sing...
and uncle zhang was so cute, like a small kid..
going ard taking photos of others..

after that, without even eating the free lunch,
rushed all the way to amk hub to meet ns, xiong, linda and jolene..
to watch 《不能说的秘密》
maybe got influenced by naughty caca..
didnt expect the movie to be very nice when i first stepped into the cinema..
i thought it's juz gonna be another 耍帅 movie for jay..
but in the end i was wrong..
it was very nice..
the first half was all abt sweet and simple love..
and the second part comes the twist and all the complicated things...
and how they link the first part to the second part..
a combination of comedy, mystery, science fiction, love...
one of the best chinese movies i ever watched...
a great job by a debut director.

after that went to bugis to buy RINGS!!!

end of day.
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同样的时间
不同的空间
不能说的。秘密

秘密是什么？
是不可思议的..

为什么不能说？
如果说了会被人笑，被人戏弄，被人排挤
是我，我也选择不说。
不可思议的秘密，说出来没有人会相信
那干嘛还说？

音乐带人穿越时空
回到过去
先到未来
留在现在

两个不同空间
两个不同结局
穿越时空的爱

Follow the notes upon a journey...
At first sight marks one's destiny...
Once the voyage comes to an end...
Return lies within hasty keys......

伏笔重重
误会多多
看《不能说的秘密》
不禁让我想起《雪山飞狐》
这种故事很厉害
一方面吸引观众看下去
另一方面“逼”观众彻底看完整部
绝对不能fast forward 或跳过任何情节
因为其实每一件事，每一句話都是为之后既故事留下伏线
最后再将秘密一层一层地揭开...

可惜的是，我错过了那感人的部分
故事太复杂了
我一边看
一边不停地figure out in my mind
整个故事的来龙去脉
但最后我还是有些部分搞不明白
或许事实一点都不复杂
复杂的是人性

好想再看多一遍
让我再从新感受它的感动。

Sunday, August 05, 2007

歌曲：仨人
一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友
(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动
(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容

如果能够带走乌云的天空
(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦
(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

Saturday, August 04, 2007

心情上经历了一场暴风雨后
现在好多了..
可以渐渐开心地笑，在家大声地唱歌，开演唱会..
其实要了解一个人并不容易
因为连自己最亲的人也未必了解自己..
更何况是朋友..
朋友可以在表面上给你欢笑，替你分忧..
但能真正走入你心里，给你最真诚的鼓励和感动的
又有几个？
可能一个也没有.
感谢上天赐给我两个贴心朋友
（虽然我不是基督徒）

事情也告一个段落了...
谁不希望身边的人开心..
所以我们都选择
把悲伤留给自己
把快乐献给大家
然后独自一人的时侯
才偷偷哭泣.

我们不断把压力往自己身上堆
以为自己可以很坚强
而不断的逞强..
但人是脆弱的...
当我们无法支撑那股重量时
我们就会崩溃
到时候一点小事也能让你哭泣
因为我们借哭泣
来把扛在身上的包袱暂时放下
哭完后，擦干眼泪
然后再背起包袱继续走。

“好朋友一句贴心话
翻不过的心墙至少被开了几扇窗 ”

射手座的眼淚是火象星座中最多的一個，
在他們看似堅強樂觀的外表下，
其實也有一顆如雙魚般脆弱而敏感的心。

Friday, August 03, 2007

halo!
i felt very bad for what happened today..
i somehow knew what was going to happen..
ever since you read my recent entry..
that's why i was feeling very uneasy today..
coz i know you guys going to do something silly..
when i posted that entry
i expected you to read it..
but i did not expect that you will do what you have done today..
i really appreciate what you have done..
really.
i was trying to avoid it today coz i knew that i will surely cry..
if it really happens.

and i did.
at the busstop
while waiting for my papa.
ns's msg really touched the bottom of my heart..
it's the first time that i was touched to tears..
i tried to shake my legs, do whatever i can
so as not to make my tears drop..
but i still cried..
luckily it was dark at night..
and i doubt anybody saw my tears..
not even my papa..

after you left, i tried to engaged myself in the revision of chinese..
hopefully that would fill up my mind and would not let me think of what had happened minutes ago..
but when i looked up from my book, stared in the blank
what happened several minutes ago appeared on my mind again..
the thought of it makes me want to cry again..
hence i fully concentrate on my chinese.
to occupy my mind.

anw i guess maybe what yenlin said was right.
probably is pms bah..
lol.
dont worry.
sorry
and
thank you.
=)

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

i dont know why i cry
probably i was too stressed le..
nobody understands me..
probably i was putting up a fake front all along..
2 weeks to complete the stats compilation
was like a sudden big bomb dropped on me..
not that i do not enjoy doing it..
but i really dislike doing things with deadlines or time limits..
dun like to be 催...
and today was a super ''wanton'' day...
the world is too noisy le...
i would just want to say
''shut up'' to the guys out there..
it's been a long time since i last cried..
and yet this time was due to stress...
was it the first time?.
i cant rmb..

coming home early doesnt seem to make my life any better..
shall stay in skl till 730 everyday then..
the crucial Aug.