halo!
i felt very bad for what happened today..
i somehow knew what was going to happen..
ever since you read my recent entry..
that's why i was feeling very uneasy today..
coz i know you guys going to do something silly..
when i posted that entry
i expected you to read it..
but i did not expect that you will do what you have done today..
i really appreciate what you have done..
really.
i was trying to avoid it today coz i knew that i will surely cry..
if it really happens.
and i did.
at the busstop
while waiting for my papa.
ns's msg really touched the bottom of my heart..
it's the first time that i was touched to tears..
i tried to shake my legs, do whatever i can
so as not to make my tears drop..
but i still cried..
luckily it was dark at night..
and i doubt anybody saw my tears..
not even my papa..
after you left, i tried to engaged myself in the revision of chinese..
hopefully that would fill up my mind and would not let me think of what had happened minutes ago..
but when i looked up from my book, stared in the blank
what happened several minutes ago appeared on my mind again..
the thought of it makes me want to cry again..
hence i fully concentrate on my chinese.
to occupy my mind.
anw i guess maybe what yenlin said was right.
probably is pms bah..
lol.
dont worry.
sorry
and
thank you.
=)
