on wed.
mdm julie, a tuition teacher, held me back for half an hr talking to me.
resulting me working an hour of OT.
but one line that she says sort of wakes me up.
''why are you so pessimistic?''.
yah.why am i so pessimistic nowadays?.
i was supposed to be the most optimistic sagi.
anw she was a great crapper.
who can actually encourage me about my alvl results.
though she didnt even know anything about me.ha.
hence.from now onwards.
i shall be back to the optimistic paddy.
万事起头难
i guess most of us.
at least for me, xiong and linda.
who are in the same working environment.
are going through a tough process now.
but i believe as time passes by.
we will be more 熟练
and everything will be at our fingertips by then.
No pain No gain.
And it's impossible to get the best out of two ends.
something that i acknowledged.
when i was on the train today.
if i want to look at the reflection on the mrt windows.
i will not be able to rest my head against the wall.
if i want rest my head on the wall.
then i will be sitting at a seat whereby there's no way i can see my reflection.
this is pat's chimology.ha.
sometimes i may really envy other people's jobs.
but envy is not realistic.
comparison is even more unrealistic.
afterall.what we are doing are totally different.
the pain and the gains will definitely differ.
No pain No gain.
at the end of the month.
when i look at my bank book.
i will see my gains.
which will then erase all my pain.
=D
xiong said we are getting a man's salary for doing two men's job.
but from my point of view.
i feel that.
i am getting a man's salary for gaining the experience of 3 jobs.
doesnt that sound better?.
=)
